Insomnia

Can't sleep. Chemistry all day, and just got tired and developed short attention span again. Tore the back of my past paper, and started drawing with some chalk pastels that the art teacher had sent home with my sister to finish her assignment. I borrowed it, since she had finished with it, and looked through my camera to do some second-hand sketching.
I did one of Fluffy, just because he was flawless. I would have just drawn him from first hand observations, but he kept moving around and changing postures.

So this is me, drawing at 10:30 pm.

And while I was drawing this,of course, this teeny, naggy voice in my head told me, "You should be studying moles...you know you should..." 

But, of course, I drowned it out by putting on some old CD's on the little radio on the floor next to me. 

I know I'm going to regret doing this, though. But, agh, after spending the whole day with Chemistry, I just feel like my brain's going to explode. I should have taken Business or something.

One of my teachers said to cool it, and just not stress, but it's easy for him to say. I know he's been in my position, too, but it's easy to say something like that when it's not in your life right now. But I took his advice anyway, which was to think of things that give you motivation. Like the long two month summer. Or the prize you're going to get from your parents. Or the pride of getting good grades.

It doesn't work all the time, though, I've got to say.